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  Copyright © 2019 by Kali Wallace

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  Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data

  Names: Wallace, Kali, author.

  Title: Salvation day / Kali Wallace.

  Description: First edition. | New York: Berkley, 2019.

  Identifiers: LCCN 2018042257 | ISBN 9781984803696 (hardcover) | ISBN 9781984803702 (ebook)

  Subjects: | GSAFD: Science fiction.

  Classification: LCC PS3623.A4434 S25 2019 | DDC 813/.6—dc23

  LC record available at https://lccn.loc.gov/2018042257

  First Edition: July 2019

  Cover design by Adam Auerbach

  Cover photo of stars courtesy of Shutterstock

  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, business establishments, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.

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  Dedication

  Acknowledgments

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  About the Author

  For Audrey, who was right about this one

  ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

  Some books take a slightly more meandering path to existence than others, and I had a lot of help getting this one out into the world. Thank you to my agent, Adriann Ranta Zurhellen, for her tireless work, guidance, and belief in this book even when I was unsure what to do with it. Thanks to my editor Jessica Wade, assistant editor Miranda Hill, and the whole team at Berkley for all of their work and enthusiasm for this dark little space monster. And thank you to Adriana Mather, Shannon Parker, and Leah Thomas for your friendship and support.

  Most of all, a million and one thanks to Audrey Coulthurst, who has believed in this book from the beginning and has been a tireless cheerleader every step of the way, even when she had much more important things to do with her time. Thank you for everything, my friend, corpses and all.

  SPEC SECURITY—RESTRICTED ARCHIVE REF. #39378832-N

  SHIP-TO-SHIP COMMUNICATION TRANSCRIPT (AUDIO)

  Source: FIRST SNOW, SPEC TRANSPORT

  TimeDate: 15:19:37 01.10.393

  FIRST SNOW: Can you confirm the ship’s identification?

  SCOUT 1: Yes. It’s TIGER, Commander. It’s from HOUSE OF WISDOM. Lieutenant Naidoo is on tether and approaching the airlock now.

  FIRST SNOW: What do you see, Lieutenant?

  SCOUT 2: There’s no visible damage. Hull appears intact. Control panel is powered and responsive. System says the airlock is functional and the interior is pressurized, but . . .

  FIRST SNOW: What is it?

  SCOUT 2: There’s something on the control panel.

  FIRST SNOW: Evidence of sabotage?

  SCOUT 2: I think it’s blood.

  SCOUT 1: Blood? That doesn’t make sense. Intel says there was a virus. Bioweapon released by a former crew member. Commander? What aren’t they telling us?

  FIRST SNOW: I don’t know any more than you do at this stage. We’ll learn more when the rescue crews reach the primary target. Proceed with caution, Lieutenant.

  SCOUT 2: Got it. Moving into airlock—shit, there’s more here. Handprints on the control panels, the airlock, the hatch. I’m opening the inner door.

  FIRST SNOW: Is there an injured crew member aboard?

  SCOUT 2: I don’t see anybody—no. Wait. Oh, no. Let me just—

  SCOUT 1: Marybelle? What is it?

  SCOUT 2: It’s a kid. Fuck, it’s a little kid.

  FIRST SNOW: Can you repeat that? Did you say there’s a child?

  SCOUT 2: He’s strapped into the pilot’s seat. He’s injured. The blood might be his. Let me just—I need to check. I need to find a pulse.

  FIRST SNOW: Do not expose yourself until we are certain there are no biological agents aboard the craft. Do you copy? Do not put yourself at risk.

  SCOUT 2: Okay. Okay. He’s breathing. He’s—oh, sweetheart, it’s okay. Don’t try to move. I know it hurts. Can you tell me your name? Please don’t be afraid.

  ZAHRA

  The Earth was behind me, but I could still feel it. It hadn’t yet let me go.

  Outside the broad windows of the loading area, the long shaft of Civita Station tethered the port to the ground. As they waited their turn to board the shuttles, the passengers gaped at the Earth, exclaiming with delight as they watched daylight fall upon familiar cities, mountains, curves of seashore. I had looked, once, when we took up our positions. I did not care to look again. A single glance had given me the profound feeling of falling, the gravity of the planet grabbing me back when I was so close to escaping. It was enough that we had left Earth. I did not need to gape openmouthed like these spoiled students now jostling each other for the best view. They could have been squealing schoolchildren rather than honored postgraduate research fellows, so inane was their chatter, so boisterous their excitement. They were supposed to be the best the United Councils of Earth had to offer, but they thought themselves clever for picking out cities as though they were pointing at sweets in a shop.

  “Tell me when you spot our target,” I murmured. “Anyone?”

  There were eight of us in the mission vanguard, four in the station and four aboard the waiting shuttle. We had assumed our false identities several days ago, long enough to grow accustomed to the uniform and rules of the Space and Exploration Commission, the arm of the Councils that governed space travel and research. So, too, had we grown used to the obsequiousness, the meekness, the smiles, all the playacting required to pass as proud SPEC members. But I was suddenly unsure of how loud I needed to speak for our hidden comms to pick it up. We had never practiced in such a noisy, crowded space.

  “Not yet.” Panya’s voice was a whisper in my ear. She was stationed on the other side of the passenger loading area. Her blond hair was tied back in sleek twin braids. There was not the slightest wrinkle of worry marring her pale white brow. Her uniform fit perfectly, and she wore it naturally, with the blue-and-white SPEC badge gleaming on her upper arm. We had been gre
eting the Leung research fellows and directing them to their shuttles for over an hour, but Panya’s cheerfulness had not flagged.

  “Negative,” said Dag, and Henke shook his head. They were positioned on either side of the shuttle door, waiting until it was our turn to load up our passengers.

  “Stop scowling,” I said sharply to Henke, whose expression was creased in a deep frown. “Look like you’re happy to be here.”

  One of the fellows glanced at me. I pressed my lips together and offered her an empty smile. The person I was pretending to be would not be muttering angrily to herself. She would be cheerful, calm, proud of her task and her uniform, never once considering that a career of such mindless servitude was an insult rather than an honor. The student gave me a vague look, then turned away to join her friends. Henke wrangled his sun-scarred face into some semblance of a grin. It looked worse than his scowl, but I didn’t scold him again. He disliked obeying me enough as it was. I had learned to choose my battles carefully.

  You have to be one of them. A speck of poison in the cancer that is SPEC. That was what Adam had said to me before the mission began. Two months ago, in the cool desert darkness before dawn, he had brushed a strand of hair from my face and touched my cheek. I had shivered with guilt I hoped he saw as pride, with fear I hoped he took for excitement. He was our leader, our savior, and I could not turn away, no matter how certain I was that he had already guessed the secrets I kept from him, the selfish reasons I had for needing this mission to succeed. He had smiled and said, Inside you will always be my warrior, but on the outside you show them a servant.

  We could not take chances. The Councils and SPEC were watching constantly. If we erred for even a moment, the whole mission would be forfeit. It was one thing to risk arrest and imprisonment for ourselves if we were caught, but it was quite another to endanger Adam and the family. They were too important. Adam was too important. The Councils had been hounding him for years: attacking our compound, poisoning our crops, stealing our family members away, all because they could not abide a free man living as he chose in lands outside their control. They would have no mercy for him if our mission failed. He often said he would choose death over imprisonment if we failed him and our beautiful future was snatched away.

  I adjusted my feet slightly in the straps that prevented me from floating free, and I looked over the crowd. Everywhere there were passengers tumbling, shoving each other, somersaulting away, laughing and teasing each other for their inability to move gracefully in microgravity, all of them talking at once. They were being divided into groups and slowly loaded into small shuttles to complete their journey to the Moon. There were more efficient ways to move large groups of people, but those ships were utilitarian, uncomfortable. They wouldn’t do for these pampered scholars. The Leung Fellowship was named for one of the founders of the United Councils of Earth, the leaders who four centuries ago had come together in the aftermath of the Collapse to commit humanity to rebuilding a better world from the ruins of its near destruction. It was that work these fellows were supposed to continue. They had been chosen to spend a term in Armstrong City, and at the end of that time they would participate in the four hundredth anniversary of the First Council. It was meant to prepare them to become scientists and diplomats, engineers and politicians, explorers and artists. They were being honed for the life of “contribution and responsibility” the Councils imposed upon its citizens. They were said to be the Councils’ brightest, smartest, and most promising.

  And right now they were trying to make each other vomit by whirling around in the microgravity. Long hair whipped, voices shrieked, curse words flew from mouths on showers of spit. I listened for the cruelty in their laughter, watched for the superiority in their eyes. They were young women and men now, joyful and optimistic, but they were training to become our oppressors. If they could see us as we truly were, their bright expressions would harden with disdain. There were limits to what Councils citizens were willing to contribute. Their claims of humane responsibility had borders as impenetrable as the walls that separated their gleaming cities from our sickly wasteland.

  A voice boomed over the crowd. “Okay, everybody! Group three, your shuttle is ready! Line up and start boarding!”

  The command came from a big man with black skin and gray hair and a voice that carried like thunder. Professor M’Baga was the faculty escort assigned to our shuttle. A theoretical mathematician: soft, elderly, not a threat. He floated his way over to Henke and Dag. He greeted them, shook their hands. They all nodded and grinned and shared a joke about energetic twentysomethings behaving like children. M’Baga admired the Flight Division tattoos on the backs of Dag’s hands, clapped his shoulder, and thanked him for his service. Even Henke managed a convincing smile. In that moment I was proud of how well they played their roles.

  “Group three! You’re boarding now or we’re leaving you behind!” M’Baga bellowed.

  My pulse quickened as I looked over the crowd. These were our charges, now separating themselves from the others, carefree and unhurried as they moved toward the shuttle loading door. A scuffle broke out when one young woman accidentally kneed a man in the face. The man spluttered in protest and swiped at her, snagging her foot and spinning her away, which sent her barreling into her friends. The woman yelped and kicked awkwardly, caught the man on his jaw. The force of her kick—more accident than intent—shoved him backward into another young man, who caught him around the middle and easily stopped his momentum.

  The second man let go of his friend. He turned. My breath caught. I saw him only in profile, but I recognized him instantly.

  I had studied his face in photographs so many times I could see him when I closed my eyes. Black hair, brown skin. Eyes so dark they were nearly black. Angular cheekbones, even when he had been a child, more pronounced now. A recording of him roughhousing and laughing with his mother in her workshop had been played countless times on news reports in the months after the House of Wisdom incident. My own mother, ashen with shock and grief, her arms wrapped around the twins while they slept, had watched with tears in her eyes, murmuring, That poor little boy, I can’t believe it, that poor little boy. The other women at the homestead sat with her sometimes, not understanding the depth of her despair. We were at the time newly extracted from the persecution of the Councils and the shadow of my father’s supposed crimes, but only Adam knew who we were and what we had left behind. Everybody who joined the family took Adam’s name, so my mother ceased to be Mariah Dove and became Mariah Light, for brightness and warmth, for the strength of the desert sun, for the fiery blaze of stars.

  The boy on the news reports had never looked sad to me. He had never cried. Not even at his parents’ funerals, where he had sat wrapped in a dark blue blanket in a wheelchair, his aunt rigid and silent beside him, a phalanx of security guards encircling them as empty caskets were fed into a meaningless ceremonial fire. The cameras had remained fixed on his face. He had not shed a single tear.

  His name was Jaswinder Bhattacharya. He was twenty-two years old, and he was the most famous orphan in the solar system. He was the son of the woman who had designed the engines that drove the fastest spaceships and the man who had solved the root module salt accumulation problem for large-scale microgravity agriculture. Padmavati Bhattacharya, his aunt, was one of the most powerful Councilors in the United Councils of Earth, with a position so elevated few people had any true idea what she did. Bhattacharya himself was an astronomer who studied the life cycle of galaxies, with a focus on the quasars at their centers. It was a rather esoteric and impractical field for the son of people who had done so much to propel modern humanity back into space.

  He was the only survivor of the House of Wisdom massacre. My father’s massacre, or so the world believed.

  Ten years ago, four hundred and seventy-seven people had died aboard House of Wisdom, victims of a biological attack that had unleashed a fierce and fatal engineered
virus known as Zeffir-1 into the ship’s atmospheric control system. The system’s air filters had been upgraded right before my father left the ship; the virus had struck right after. Captain Ngahere and the Deep Space Archaeology research team had accused him of hoarding data and hiding results for his own personal glorification. And, years before, my father had written a series of papers about Pre-Collapse biological warfare. It was a frail web of circumstantial facts and feeble accusations, none of them proof, but it was all the evidence SPEC and the Councils needed. They never looked for another culprit.

  Bhattacharya turned his head. I glanced away quickly—but he was looking past me, through the window to the elegant spine of the space tether, to the Earth below.

  I turned to see what he saw. The clouds, the seas, the continents. Cities scarring the landscape. The quicksilver glints of shuttles and transports reflecting the sun. I had not wanted to look, and now I could not look away.

  Four hundred years ago, after generations of war, famine, plague, and environmental destruction, a small group of people trapped aboard an orbital weapons platform had unleashed their payload to detonate in the atmosphere. They had meant to destroy Earth, to put it out of its human-inflicted misery, but they failed. Humanity survived. The planet slowly recovered. Governments re-formed, then joined together beneath the umbrella of the Councils. Humans returned to space.

  We were supposed to be proud of that. We were supposed to cherish the second chance we had been given. We were supposed to be better now. We were supposed to think it could never happen again. But those of us who had forged our own freedom in Earth’s lingering scars knew differently.

  Mankind will never change, Adam often said, his favorite opening to our nightly meetings. So we must make our own fate.

  Somewhere out there, elsewhere above the Earth, our ship Homestead was already in orbit, with Adam in command. It was filled to capacity with three hundred men, women, and children—including Anwar and Nadra, my brother and sister. My team and I had been separated from the rest of the family for over a month. They had been smuggled across the border into Councils territory in small groups, slowly, carefully, at great risk to both themselves and the family as a whole, and we had not known they all made it until Homestead launched successfully. It was an agonizing and difficult separation. By the end of the day we would be together again.